This is because this is what I have been accustomed to growing up.
The rapid changes of scenery, the life I've had to leave behind,
all the old and new faces that broke my heart to let go of. It's what built me up
to be the person that I am now.
Often times I have moments in where I am not content with who
I am at the moment, which is why I pursue to better myself second by second.
One thing at a time.
Yes, mistakes are all part of it. You can't imagine the debauchery I have gotten
myself into this year. But what's most important is coming out of those experiences,
although you may be broken or even tattered, you crawl out of there, and just like
hot, wet clay, you begin reshaping yourself and use that experience to your advantage.
A person that comes out of any unfortunate situation, does not come out weak, they
come out a lot smarter. But it's a matter of choice.
You have potential good friend. Dream big. I don't say it to sound cliche or for the sake
of an inspirational blog post/article. However, what you will become from hereon
is a product of your choice as an individual. Yes, the weight is that heavy.
Just keep calm and carry on.